Rejection, I should had been used to it already, apparently I am not. Yesterday, was one of those day that I shall forever engrave in my wall of 'Remember This Day'. Ordeal and hardship, nothing new to me, just a matter how often I experience that, well, it is as if you had it often enough, you'll get rusty and when it hit you, it will hit you hard, and you'll felt it harder, life's s bitch. At this point, nothing really matter to me, I don't want to get hurt as bad as it, so, I come up with this solution, that is seal my emotion away, that should help me lot when facing the rest of the world face to face. Maybe,that should do it.
Alone is really a scary feeling, walk alone, eat alone, die alone, but, it might turn out to be find once I really get and settle with the fact of alone, I mean it would be extremely bored, but I could get a lot of stuff done and I can always get stuff to replace the emptiness, problem solve then. All the negativeness is making me ugly, so for the sake of begin great again, I'll concentrate at taking care of myself, the outer part matter the most anyway.
I will look perfectly fine in no time, once I shifted all my attention to just me, that will do me good.
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