The end of 2012

I know , I know, year end is , well, a few days from now. Yap, things happen and I became someone else, literately. Ups and downs , highs and lows, and goods and bad, I figure things out, and about to go on live as someone else from next year. No plans, no ideas but I know what I want, and I know where to go.

Hopes and dreams for next year? Nothing to expect, I just going to focus on living the live I wanted. Gain the confidence that I used to have back.  

The after math

I am ok now. Like for real, give up a few things, let go some stuff and here I am, relief .

Should have done that a long time ago, but hey, when you in that state, can you even do anything else than want to hang on to everything you have, it felt like the world ended for you.

Come back to the question, do you have faith in love? My answer would be, why not? However it probably have to take a long time to find someone that I like and would love me back, chances are slim as a piece of cheese slice, for that I think making friend is much better approach.

Until that day happen, I would gladly die the day after that. Haha!! For real.